Jan 13, 2006 12:31
actually it's more like grr on me i guess. i need to not get my hopes up for anything any more. it seems like everytime i see something that sparks my interest...it's like the rush just gets to me and next thing i know it's gone before anything could even happen. am i just loosing hope too early?
guys are a damn distraction. plain and simple. i'm here, supposed to be studying, but what do i do? stay online to see if i ever get a reply. how pathetic.
that's it...i'm personally gonna just stay off for a lil bit. (crap...i'd hate to see me during my myspace withdrawals.) i wonder how long with that be? hrmmm....oh well i guess that won't last too long... c'ya again in myspace land in like...ooh a day or two.
ciao,
Ella
ps. i'm a damn addict.