Closure...
It's interesting how a couple of words can affect my emotions. Despite how I've been pushing away and just forgeting the past, it resurfaces and wham! It's like reality is knocking at my door and was like..."bitch, wake up!"
Reality: Hey, Ella! Yes, you!
Me: *looking around*
R: You know you can't be sitting on a cloud this whole time. You really think life can be just that easy? You're not dealing with simple minded people anymore.
M: But it's so much more fun that way...
R: Fun-schmun. Girl, you better get yourself together cuz you don't want to get left behind.
M: Who's leaving?
R: Life, you retard! You need to learn to be strong and not depend so much on others for happiness. I know it's easier that way, but what are you going to do when you're bored at home all alone -- talk to yourself?
**cricket noises**
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Anyways...it's just a harsh hit of reallity when you realize you are replaceable after all.
Reality: Hey, Ella! Yes, you!
Me: *looking around*
R: You know you can't be sitting on a cloud this whole time. You really think life can be just that easy? You're not dealing with simple minded people anymore.
M: But it's so much more fun that way...
R: Fun-schmun. Girl, you better get yourself together cuz you don't want to get left behind.
M: Who's leaving?
R: Life, you retard! You need to learn to be strong and not depend so much on others for happiness. I know it's easier that way, but what are you going to do when you're bored at home all alone -- talk to yourself?
**cricket noises**
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Anyways...it's just a harsh hit of reallity when you realize you are replaceable after all.