a view in the life of ella
so i'm finally graduating this december, and there's no one stopping me. well of course not unless if there's this hairy gargontous moster gets in the way and chases me away from the stage right before they hand me my deploma...in that case i will trully believe that the world is plotting against me.
this semester i'm president of AAF or Amercan Advertisng Federation. we had our first meeting last week, and i got so nervous talking in front of the crowd. gosh i guess i still have that complex. but i'm sure i'll get over it soon enough. there was this one guy who came in late, like after the meeting was over. so i had to entertain him and pretty much go over the whole thing again with him. but this time, i found that there was sooooo many other things that i could have discussed with the group that i didn't because i got so nervous. oh well, i'll make up for it in the next meeting.
lately i've really been very lazy. i don't want to work out, i feel like just eating all the time, i don't want to go and do stuff, i get really irritated fast, i just end up always feeling sorry for myself, i contimplate suicide then cry about it. i do believe these are all signs of depression. i prolly need to get some kind of help, but for now i just keep on ranting my problems to my aunt and to my friends.
my friends always keeps me going. without them i'd prolly be dead by now. it's good ot have friends that keep you in tack. whenever i have a problem they're there to help me look at the brighter things, or when i'm bored they're there to cheer me up. one of my really good friends would be marymarybobary . she usually hangs out with me when she can. she can be mean sometimes but i know that's just her evil cover up. but she's actually really nice. we've known each other since sixth grade in ms. startwell's art class....or is that ms. fartwell. ohhh well, either way...it was then that we first became friends...and now i just can't seem to get rid of her...hee hee j/k.
my other friend that i never see is eddie. i met him when i was working at hollywood video....ages ago. anyways, he considered me his best friend a loooong time ago and i guess he is mine too. i can't really just pick one best friend you know, but he's always been like a big brother to me. too bad i don't really see him as often as i'd like.
well i suppose 2 friends listed in this one long long long entry is enough. i'll save the rest for later.
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