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Jun 17, 2005 20:07

It's only been three weeks since I updated, I thought it had been longer than that. I haven't been doing much of anything lately so I have nothing to update about obviously. Today I spent four and a half hours in my closet, cleaning it out. Make all the closet jokes you want, I don't care. It was pretty horrific in there but now I can see the floor and I can actually walk in there, as opposed to using my belongings as a makeshift walkway. Honestly, I have no clue how someone like me ended up with so much stuff to make me spend such a large amount of time cleaning such a small space but I guess I never pay attention to how many things accumulate in my apartment over time. I found quite a few childhood toys and it was fun to think about all the things I did when I was a kid. I was pretty stupid and I did dumb things, but what kid didn't? Strangely enough, my first skateboard was in there and I just laughed for five minutes straight as soon as I saw it. It was nice finding things I thought were long gone and reminiscing for a few hours. I don't do that often enough because whenever I am in a bad mood it always cheers me up so today I needed it. But now I'm feeling pretty worn out and my knees are stiff from standing up the majority of the time I was cleaning. Anyways, I also found a picture of michelle and I when I was in my closet cleaning, and although I don't remember exactly what was going on in the picture, it made me smile. Then it reminded me I haven't spent time with her outside of touring and whatnot for a really long time. I started feeling bad after that because of the lovely fight last night. I don't know or care what it was about anymore but we were both being huge jerks and I pretty much just want to forget it ever happened. So maybe I will.

We filmed the episode of Last Call with Carson Daly a few days ago and it was okay. I don't really remember much of what happened because I am too lazy to try and remember it all, and I didn't watch it. But I do remember someone telling me I looked extra gay because of the shirt I was wearing, so much for trying to wear a shirt other than my Smiths shirt. I'm too lazy to even try and find out if there are pictures in existance from the performance, but I'm tired of my icons so I might do that later. Who knows. But right now all I care about is sleep, adios.
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