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So i havent updated in like forever! well my birthday was AMAZING... i went out to dinner with Emily, Ant, Chris, and Courtney.. it was soo much fun, ant and chris are soo funny! we went to applebees and when the people came out and sang to me ant and chris did too haha it was great!.. then later on that night Courtney had a little "party" at her house for my bday, lots of kids showed up.. and everyone had a good drunk time haha.. So that night i made some drunk phone calls cuz thats just apparently what i do.. well technically tyler called me, but i was a rambling drunk to him, saying i loved him and wanted him back (you get the idea) .. but then i called Dustin and i was told that i was yelling at him, telling him he led me on etc.. haha oh well what can ya do? So then the nexxt day i made my apologies and all that but both said that it was fine.
Then last wed. i went to stay with Pam.. it was soo nice to see her again!! I had so much fun with her and Merry, and i can't wait to see them again! But We.d night when i was there i went online and dustin IMed me and started freaking out cuz he saw my webshots and there was pictures of my bday on there and there was one of a guy kissing me on the cheek (ONLY for the picture) and i was just like honestly why does it matter we arent together, and he was just like i fucking told you that i had feelings for u again and i wanted us to be something again.. and i was like WHOA whaT?>! when was this?! and i guess he told me all this WHEN I WAS WASTED.. makes perfect sense huh? and its not like he didnt know. So yea i messed things up there.. but oh well i gues.. i just dont see how he can like hate me for that when he was the one that had sex with two girls less than a week after we broke up. Oh well nothin i can do to change it. But anyways.. so yeah i went and saw pam, she took me out to a frat party haha it was fun. Then i came back home to all the wonderfulness of Rutland!
thats all for now. i will try and update more often!
Then last wed. i went to stay with Pam.. it was soo nice to see her again!! I had so much fun with her and Merry, and i can't wait to see them again! But We.d night when i was there i went online and dustin IMed me and started freaking out cuz he saw my webshots and there was pictures of my bday on there and there was one of a guy kissing me on the cheek (ONLY for the picture) and i was just like honestly why does it matter we arent together, and he was just like i fucking told you that i had feelings for u again and i wanted us to be something again.. and i was like WHOA whaT?>! when was this?! and i guess he told me all this WHEN I WAS WASTED.. makes perfect sense huh? and its not like he didnt know. So yea i messed things up there.. but oh well i gues.. i just dont see how he can like hate me for that when he was the one that had sex with two girls less than a week after we broke up. Oh well nothin i can do to change it. But anyways.. so yeah i went and saw pam, she took me out to a frat party haha it was fun. Then i came back home to all the wonderfulness of Rutland!
thats all for now. i will try and update more often!