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i just got back from florida yesterday. what fun. why is it that five or six girls still cant fill the void. i dont get it. dont get me wrong, its great, but im missing something. i dont ever feel right. it makes me wonder a few things but then i hit the delete button. the only problem is that its like pop-ups on a computer. it keeps comming back at the most inconvenient time. i heard this song and it fits in more than one case. maybe i can get some answers.
"Please"
Can't you see that I'm sick of this?
Chances are you're oblivious to how I feel
Sitting on your throne, and I'm sure that I'm not alone,
Not alone, not alone.
Tell me please,
Who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was there something I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political.
And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
And it's starting to tear from within
But it's obvious that doesn't bother you, so please
Didn't think that you'd tear me out
Now I know what you're all about.
You might feel in control of things.
But you're not holding all the strings.
All the strings, all the strings.
Tell me please,
Who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was there something I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political.
And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
And it's starting to come from within
But it's obvious that doesn't matter to you,
So please
I've swallowed all your answers
I've swallowed all my pride
You used up all your chances
Can't keep this all inside
Tell me please,
Who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was there something I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political.
And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
And it's starting to come from within
But it's obvious that doesn't bother you
So please don't be telling me its ok
I don't buy all the shit that you say
And quite honestly I'm fucking sick of it
so please if I cut off this nose from my face
Then I wouldn't feel so out of place
But it still wouldn't be quite enough for you,
so please.
why cant things be easier? why cant everyone give a shit? i hate songs that make me think about the fucked up parts of my life. it eats me from the inside out, slowly. i dont get this life or anyone in it. i mean, i do in a sense, but even the ones you know the best that will spill their hearts turn out to be someone else. who knows? did i make that happen? was there something i could have done different?
"Everything Changes"
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?
I'm the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
Because the wounds never heal.
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel,
Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real.
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel,
When it's just me and you.
Who knows what we could do.
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day.
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn how to feel,
then we could,
Stay here together,
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word.
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway.
It wouldn't change how you feel.
i wish that things were different in different areas of my life. oh well though, i am tired of dwelling on it, even though it still isnt easy to stop dwelling on...
"All That You Are"
Repeating in my head
Betrayal
Repeating in my head
Insecurities
Repeating in my head
Dividends
It's not your fault
The well of thought and trust has run dry
Don't be afraid to let go
Don't be afraid to start over when it's over
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go of feelings
Let go of compromise
Hollow trunk for shelter
So dark and cold inside
I always seem to find myself alone
Jaded shell of being
Porous as a stone
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
Let go of trusting
Lost thought for family
Let go of living
No more concerns of demise
I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony
Contorted
Twisted broken
Without a reason
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Hope is out of season
Lost sight
No hint of light
Get busy living or get busy dying
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
You're no one
Terrified
Petrified
Nothing
You're no one
Do you care because I don't
Nothing
You're no one
Nobody cares so just go
Nothing
You're no one
By yourself all alone
It's all me
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
i like that song. its got some very good parts to it and they mean a lot. some of the things dont fit. but they sound good. mudvayne- lost and found is that album. good stuff.
u kno who this is...
"Please"
Can't you see that I'm sick of this?
Chances are you're oblivious to how I feel
Sitting on your throne, and I'm sure that I'm not alone,
Not alone, not alone.
Tell me please,
Who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was there something I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political.
And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
And it's starting to tear from within
But it's obvious that doesn't bother you, so please
Didn't think that you'd tear me out
Now I know what you're all about.
You might feel in control of things.
But you're not holding all the strings.
All the strings, all the strings.
Tell me please,
Who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was there something I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political.
And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
And it's starting to come from within
But it's obvious that doesn't matter to you,
So please
I've swallowed all your answers
I've swallowed all my pride
You used up all your chances
Can't keep this all inside
Tell me please,
Who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was there something I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political.
And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
And it's starting to come from within
But it's obvious that doesn't bother you
So please don't be telling me its ok
I don't buy all the shit that you say
And quite honestly I'm fucking sick of it
so please if I cut off this nose from my face
Then I wouldn't feel so out of place
But it still wouldn't be quite enough for you,
so please.
why cant things be easier? why cant everyone give a shit? i hate songs that make me think about the fucked up parts of my life. it eats me from the inside out, slowly. i dont get this life or anyone in it. i mean, i do in a sense, but even the ones you know the best that will spill their hearts turn out to be someone else. who knows? did i make that happen? was there something i could have done different?
"Everything Changes"
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?
I'm the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
Because the wounds never heal.
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel,
Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real.
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel,
When it's just me and you.
Who knows what we could do.
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day.
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn how to feel,
then we could,
Stay here together,
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word.
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway.
It wouldn't change how you feel.
i wish that things were different in different areas of my life. oh well though, i am tired of dwelling on it, even though it still isnt easy to stop dwelling on...
"All That You Are"
Repeating in my head
Betrayal
Repeating in my head
Insecurities
Repeating in my head
Dividends
It's not your fault
The well of thought and trust has run dry
Don't be afraid to let go
Don't be afraid to start over when it's over
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go of feelings
Let go of compromise
Hollow trunk for shelter
So dark and cold inside
I always seem to find myself alone
Jaded shell of being
Porous as a stone
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
Let go of trusting
Lost thought for family
Let go of living
No more concerns of demise
I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony
Contorted
Twisted broken
Without a reason
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Hope is out of season
Lost sight
No hint of light
Get busy living or get busy dying
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
You're no one
Terrified
Petrified
Nothing
You're no one
Do you care because I don't
Nothing
You're no one
Nobody cares so just go
Nothing
You're no one
By yourself all alone
It's all me
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
i like that song. its got some very good parts to it and they mean a lot. some of the things dont fit. but they sound good. mudvayne- lost and found is that album. good stuff.
u kno who this is...