Jun 17, 2006 01:23
The only thing i can say is that we either change or stay the same way, does that make sense ?
I'm starting to think i have to get out of here, real fast. I pretty much told my dad off and said its either i stay here and fuck everything up, or go somewhere for a while and find who i actually am. It's not like he actually listened but i got it off my chest.
I feel like i have no clue what to do with my life. I don't know where to start from and like i don't have any guidence.
Ha also another thing that is bothering me. My parents, they say im 18 I'm a big girl blah blah blah i can do things by myself. Okay so when i try doing things and when i make my own decisions they threaten me and say i live under there roof. WTF, EVERYTHING WITH THEM ALWAYS IS A NO WIN SITUATION. I'm 18 and it feels like i have a dad who doesn't care about anything and a mom who just talks to me when she wants or needs something. We rarely have a civil conversation that doesn't turn into a fighting,bitching or shouting match. WHY IS THAT ??
IF THERE IS A GOD,OR AN ANSWER, I NEED HELP RIGHT NOW.I'VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIS.