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I love Christmas so much, its my favorite time of year, I love buying and wrapping presents (only ten more to buy), but I still feel shitty. I feel that everthing is going in the wrong direction. I miss jessica, and my dad, and my grandma, and Krystal and I know its sounds dumb, but I actually miss Michele. I miss our friendship, and just being in a gf/bf relationship. I guess I regret ever going out with her, because I would never feel like this. In other words I wouldn't feel all empty inside if I would have never gone out with her. I am also failing algebra, I need to go get my class switched to MacEvoy's, or I'm gonna fail, which can't happen. Well, life is shitty, and then u die! Thank God Christmas is here, because its keeping me partially occupied, otherwise I would be completely depressed.