wow
ok so i definitly forgot about this thing for a long ass time now...for some reason i remembered it last nite and was up til almost 3am reading all of my old depressing, pathetic posts. It amazes me to see how much has changed and how much ive grown up since my last posts!
Probably the biggest thing is I packed up and moved to Bloomington, Indiana last August and I just completed my first year at Indiana University! I absolutely love it down here and am happier than I can ever remember. Theres not much stress, no drama, nothing! I dont know very many people still and i miss all my friends at home but I definitly think it was the right thing for me to do at the time. I start a new job tomorrow as assistant manager at Finish Line in the mall here in Bloomington and then hopefully will head up to my cottage tomorrow night after i get off for the weekend to put the boat in and such. And then next month I'm headin down to Cozumel, Mexico for vacation!! Im SO pumped, the 5-star resort looks amazing! Hope my new job allows me to take this weekend off and a week and a half next month or else i might be lookin for a new job again haha!
hmm what else...after a long 9 months or so of trying to do the long distance thing with a girl that finally fell apart. but in all honesty it was for the best for the time being. I care about her more than any girl I have dated in a long time and it really sucks the way I had to act in order for us to stop talking for now to save whatever friendship/relationship we could have in the future. She will be attending IU in the fall and after what happened I really dont expect much, but it was just something that I had to do because of the restraints put on us by distance and other people. Im hoping she understands that now and can see why I had to act like i did and realize that im really not like that, and I am the boy that she fell for months ealier...But if not then thats just the way it will be then, Everything happens for a reason right? And if things are meant to be then they will find a way somehow! I dont know if i really believe that but thats just my pessimistic side showing itself in full glory!
Theres so much im forgetting, so many stories to tell but Im not even sure what to do with this thing at the moment or if anyone I know even still uses their LJ account so I guess we will see!
Probably the biggest thing is I packed up and moved to Bloomington, Indiana last August and I just completed my first year at Indiana University! I absolutely love it down here and am happier than I can ever remember. Theres not much stress, no drama, nothing! I dont know very many people still and i miss all my friends at home but I definitly think it was the right thing for me to do at the time. I start a new job tomorrow as assistant manager at Finish Line in the mall here in Bloomington and then hopefully will head up to my cottage tomorrow night after i get off for the weekend to put the boat in and such. And then next month I'm headin down to Cozumel, Mexico for vacation!! Im SO pumped, the 5-star resort looks amazing! Hope my new job allows me to take this weekend off and a week and a half next month or else i might be lookin for a new job again haha!
hmm what else...after a long 9 months or so of trying to do the long distance thing with a girl that finally fell apart. but in all honesty it was for the best for the time being. I care about her more than any girl I have dated in a long time and it really sucks the way I had to act in order for us to stop talking for now to save whatever friendship/relationship we could have in the future. She will be attending IU in the fall and after what happened I really dont expect much, but it was just something that I had to do because of the restraints put on us by distance and other people. Im hoping she understands that now and can see why I had to act like i did and realize that im really not like that, and I am the boy that she fell for months ealier...But if not then thats just the way it will be then, Everything happens for a reason right? And if things are meant to be then they will find a way somehow! I dont know if i really believe that but thats just my pessimistic side showing itself in full glory!
Theres so much im forgetting, so many stories to tell but Im not even sure what to do with this thing at the moment or if anyone I know even still uses their LJ account so I guess we will see!