that is to say

[jmjag]

a habit a rut a way of living
that is to say an addiction

it is humbling

a true Smackdown
if you will

when it is so easy to see another way
Any Other Way
just out of reach

Might as well be a thousand light years away

and it is isolating, of course

because these are the parts of ourselves we don't show the world each day

the parts of ourselves we are aware of each moment of each and every day

and maybe i'm sure eveyone feels it

i'm just pretty sure no one feels IT like THIS

i can't be glum now...

as i guarantee a rueful tomorrow