May 16, 2006 17:04
SomeGirl: so yea...ur voice doenst exactly scream sex
SomeGirl: which is the kind of voice i LOVE
SomeGirl: buuuut
SomeGirl: ur really nice
SomeGirl: and seem smart
SomeGirl: and into art which i think is fuckin sweet
SomeGirl: so i jus mite learn to love lol
SomeGirl: nah but seriously u seem like one of those genuine sweet guys that are cute but no1 really notices cause ur into art
SomeGirl: lol
SomeGirl: i think thats sweet tho...im into ceramics
Yeah... I've always known my voice was crappy.
So, I recall that Amanda once told me something like, "It might come as a suprise to you, but a good personality can actually work."
So, I guess there is some truth to that.
Though, she did ask me how "big" I was if you know what I mean. Her response to my answer was, "Not too bad."
Which is similiar to another conversation I had...
Nikki: Okay... So I've had experience with penises in my vagina... And I've come to find that a guy with a 5 inch penis is definitely not as pleasurable as a man with a 7 inch penis.
Me: Ah. Okay.
Nikki: I shouldn't have to bust my ass to accomidate his penis size just so I can get off.
Me: Well, your word means a lot, knowing that you are honest with.
Me: I am only 6, as Amanda calls it, "Painfully average".
Nikki: How is that painfully average? 6 inches isn't bad at all.
Nikki: Below 6 inches is horrible.
Nikki: And this is coming from the bitterness of my last three sexual experiences being HORRIBLE.
In short.... I know what is wrong with me. But things like my Voice, Height, and Penis size are much harder to change than personality. Well, things could be worse. I could be 2 inches, and then I'd never have a chance with a girl no matter how nice I was. Well... Maybe If I was rich. But you know how that goes.
So, as for this "somegirl" person... It may sound weird, but I don't like how she types. I am vain like that. I mean, I am not as bad as Carrie, but really bad punctuation, capitalization, and spelling get on my nerves!
Anyways... I really want to have sex... But I don't want to break anyone's heart either. At the same time, I need to get some fucking experience. (No pun intended.) I mean, being a virgin at my age is BAD. I am wasting away at the prime of my life.
In other news... I went to a new gymnasium yesterday....
And it kicked ass.
Why?
Because I was... POPULAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had groups of cheerleaders asking me questions and complimenting my skills. Though, I must say, I am getting pretty old. High school girls are slowly moving out of my age range so to speak.
Then again... The coaches were pretty hot... And I talked a lot with the one who helped spot me for most of the class. Her name is Jenny. And I also met another coach, she was tall, and I asked her if she owned the place because she had some type of official presence about her. And, I could tell when I said that I flattered her a lot. I am proud of myself....
Is it wrong to flert with multiple girls at the same time? Because, I avoided asking one of the coaches anything like, "What is your number? Or, Do you want to hang out sometime?" Because of the girl quoted at the beginning of this entry.
I need some help!!!! Somebody give me some advice here.