Yay to new Friends!!

[jmillfades]

So I made new friends on here, I was SUPER excited to be getting messages from people, it really made my day!! Which I desperately needed, because these kids were kicking my ass today. A few morbid, and disturbing scenes popped into my head of what I wanted to do to them, but in the end I gave thanks to whatever force of nature is out there that I

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[tanyasue77]

SO much of our lives becomes jaded because of what people might think. I live in the "Bible Belt" so only a couple of people know certain things about me. It's not so much that I "care" about people judging me, it's that my reflection that would come back on my family members & that's what I worry about. People can think what they want of me, but I wouldn't want my own beliefs/lifestyle to cause problems for those I love. Being bi-curious is hard in this part of the country, people don't like anything different and if I were to give in to the part of me that says I'm a closet lesbian and further explore what I've held deep since probably 4th grade, my family would suffer due to those in power where they work etc. It's quite a shame, but it's true. I can't talk about it on FaceBook, because family, friends, mutual acquaintances dwell there, just looking to start rumors or trouble wherever they can .. you know.. those "Christian types" who do no wrong. So I keep it private and save it.
I love your sense of humor and I think we'll make fantastic LJ friends! I won't always comment, sometimes because I won't have anything of value to add, but I will be lurking ;)
Enjoy your night!
XO
T

[jmillfades]

I understand where your coming from, I'm a closet bi-sexual, because half my family is religious and if they are willing to cut ties with my brother who is a transgender, than they will be more than obliged to cut ties with a bi-sexual in a polyamorous relationship. I doubt anyone I know will come across this account, but if they do I hope they read every post and come to understand why I hid, and why I am the way I am.