hmmm interesting... very interesting
Ok, back during 'March Madness' when really weird things were happening... (don't want to talk about those weird things...) I wrote once in my little 'journal thing'... that 'Time is out of loop'. Which is what hamlet said... in hamlet...
I kinda feel that way again..
Like I'm soooo stressed out about moving because next week is my last week in this house and I have to pack my whole room, pack for syms, and then also keep in mind what i'm going to need for the month and august and beginning of school and field hockey. I have to leave this all out while i pack, and find a place for it while i'm gone at syms. ARGH.
Then... I'm like completely stressing about my syms audition pieces. Like someone just shoot me. My voice piece is going... all right... I'm having a hard time with some of the things, plus i need to memorize it. Then for sax, I don't even have one yet. My teacher wanted me to play 'under the sea' from ariel, but like seriously, it's sooo easy. Like, I don't want to show the judges that. Then I'm also practicing scales, and I would just like to say... why is something soooo simple... so incredibly hard to do? Like, they are just scales. Why can't i just play them without having to make my lips numb from practicing... GOSH.
OH YEAH... I DON'T HAVE A CLUE WHAT MY MUSICAL AUDITIONS PIECES ARE GOING TO BE.
one more thing... I want to go to the playground and play all day and pretend I was a child again, and totally forget all of my problems.
anyone in?
maybe keyes and I will walk to the playground tommorow. That would be cool.
Harts,
Jules
P.S. everyone please forgive me for my venting live journal entry. I just need some chocolate cookie dough ice cream or something.
I kinda feel that way again..
Like I'm soooo stressed out about moving because next week is my last week in this house and I have to pack my whole room, pack for syms, and then also keep in mind what i'm going to need for the month and august and beginning of school and field hockey. I have to leave this all out while i pack, and find a place for it while i'm gone at syms. ARGH.
Then... I'm like completely stressing about my syms audition pieces. Like someone just shoot me. My voice piece is going... all right... I'm having a hard time with some of the things, plus i need to memorize it. Then for sax, I don't even have one yet. My teacher wanted me to play 'under the sea' from ariel, but like seriously, it's sooo easy. Like, I don't want to show the judges that. Then I'm also practicing scales, and I would just like to say... why is something soooo simple... so incredibly hard to do? Like, they are just scales. Why can't i just play them without having to make my lips numb from practicing... GOSH.
OH YEAH... I DON'T HAVE A CLUE WHAT MY MUSICAL AUDITIONS PIECES ARE GOING TO BE.
one more thing... I want to go to the playground and play all day and pretend I was a child again, and totally forget all of my problems.
anyone in?
maybe keyes and I will walk to the playground tommorow. That would be cool.
Harts,
Jules
P.S. everyone please forgive me for my venting live journal entry. I just need some chocolate cookie dough ice cream or something.