(no subject)

[jmhdreamer67]

well i knew it, only 2 ppl botherd commenting on my lj. wow thanks for all yall pretending to care about me. its hard, i have to choose between 3 guys. it would be 4, but travis is being a real big asssssss!!! i felt like i was inlove with him, but he didnt give a damn shit!!!!. hey all u ppl, get out of my buuble. inside joke, nm. umm i am like in a place where i like 3 guys, and they all like me bak. really dont like my life. sometimes i wish that just one person cared enough for them to love me. but since noone bothers to care or read what i have to say, y the fuck should i bother even riting or caring about myself. life is bitch and evry1 is fucked up. especially the guys i mean y do they have to be so fucking stupid??????? i wish i had an answer 4 everything, cuz lately ppl have been asking me questions that i dont know the answer to and i feel stupid. like aviv said in life skills. " u put me down, and u make me feel stupid and that i am not smart...." if there was one person, one soul, that loved me the way i loved them, the hole in my heart would be filled. well i feel better after letting all that out even though there is still more that i dont tell neone. but hey noone seems to care so y should i give a damn or fuck who likes me or hates or is madly in love with me. sometimes i just wish all my friends would be honest and answer the question of do u like me as a friend or do u wnt me more than a friend. well i guess that wont happen here

peace out yallllll

<33333333333333 ashley