Feb 23, 2011 11:45
There is a tearing apart now. I cannot stand the idea of the Naval Reserve, because like the navy itself there is some reason to tell me how my hair might be. Sure, I could get insurance more cheaply, but in the most basic forms I would be tied to the same rock. There is no urge to run my hair out without thought because to look professional has it's own benefit. To look like you are in the military has none. No I will not bind my hands for the next few years.
Oddly, I keep better track of these things than actual work. I know the dates important to my transition to real life, and I plan aroundf them. I am learning math all over again, and language too. Don't judge me if I don't use good english in these, I don't really believe in good english. I will go to school, I will work when I have to, and I will survive.
To travel without somebody to hold my hand would not be right. Maybe travel by train from southern France to Rome would be like heaven.