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so tomorrow i'm either quitting or getting fired but over this shit - let's hope for fired and then i can get benefits haha. although that is bad. god - today i got to work 20 mins early, she tried to ring me but because i had my music up loud couldn't hear the phone. she wanted me to pick up her kids and look after them this morning before school because she had to go to shute harbour and drop people off. because i didn't get her message she went off at me. and then she lied to an employer about me and he rang me abusing me for not calling him when amy told me to. i was like 'umm i'm really sorry but i have no idea what you're talking about.' i also nearly passed out today so came home early - went to the doctors, he took my blood pressure twice, my blood sugar level three times because he kept stuffing it up, didn't take my temperature - i told him i had one, didn't check my breathing or throat - i told him i had the flu and then he said 'i can't find anything wrong with you, lucky you didn't faint'. he was a very nice guy though... but a little overconcerned about me and contraception.
so basically that's it - all my friends have left until at least May with Kim back for Easter and Lee back for a weekend in April (but she'll be on daydream island at a wedding so hardly counts), as of tomorrow no job... no point to really stay now is there?
i'm really kinda excited about not having to ever see the horrible lady that is amy... i think in the past i have tried to not write bad things about her in here but just ask anyone that knows me and anyone that doesn't like her for her tits and they will tell you OH MY GOD. within a week and a half - rocking up a few hours late still drunk, going to lunch and not coming back for 4.5 hours, leaving me to look after her kids and getting back drunk and stinky. or today rocking up to work with no shoes on, hair not brushed and a cigarette hanging out of her mouth. god that was embarassing. i felt sorry for the guys she was driving to shute - imagine the stinky car. but it is a bad thing you know? like i feel bad thinking what have i done wrong? ... well i missed a few travel allowances on payroll but considering it's the first time i've done it i think that's kind of acceptable. AND i am not looking forward to maybe going to grad and have everyone tell me about their great jobs while mine is non existant. but then again, i did get this job the day after i started looking for jobs and i have 3 weeks so maybe i'll get lucky?
so basically that's it - all my friends have left until at least May with Kim back for Easter and Lee back for a weekend in April (but she'll be on daydream island at a wedding so hardly counts), as of tomorrow no job... no point to really stay now is there?
i'm really kinda excited about not having to ever see the horrible lady that is amy... i think in the past i have tried to not write bad things about her in here but just ask anyone that knows me and anyone that doesn't like her for her tits and they will tell you OH MY GOD. within a week and a half - rocking up a few hours late still drunk, going to lunch and not coming back for 4.5 hours, leaving me to look after her kids and getting back drunk and stinky. or today rocking up to work with no shoes on, hair not brushed and a cigarette hanging out of her mouth. god that was embarassing. i felt sorry for the guys she was driving to shute - imagine the stinky car. but it is a bad thing you know? like i feel bad thinking what have i done wrong? ... well i missed a few travel allowances on payroll but considering it's the first time i've done it i think that's kind of acceptable. AND i am not looking forward to maybe going to grad and have everyone tell me about their great jobs while mine is non existant. but then again, i did get this job the day after i started looking for jobs and i have 3 weeks so maybe i'll get lucky?