Valentines Day
Ok, so in reading a friends Livejournal, I began to really think about all that is my life.
No, I don't have a boyfriend. And yes, over the past 6 months, I've made and lost some friends that I thought were important.
But looking back on it, I see all the good I have. My family is incredibly supportive. Yes, we have our bad days, but every family does. They love me, and I love them. My sister is growing into an incredibly beautiful, smart, funny young woman. Which scares me, but I'm very excited all the same.
I have a couple friends that I know would give the world to me if they could. And I know that it isn't many, but I cherish those people to the depths of my heart. On top of those friends, I have made some friends this past year or so that have come to play a very important role in my life. We fight, yes, but recent experiences have shown me what true good and decent people they are.
So v-day will be here soon. And I do wish I could spend it with someone. But I have faith, because if these wonderful people love me, then, eventually, I will find someone who sees me in a different way, someone who I can see myself being with. And when that day comes, everything will be perfect.
And I can wait.
No, I don't have a boyfriend. And yes, over the past 6 months, I've made and lost some friends that I thought were important.
But looking back on it, I see all the good I have. My family is incredibly supportive. Yes, we have our bad days, but every family does. They love me, and I love them. My sister is growing into an incredibly beautiful, smart, funny young woman. Which scares me, but I'm very excited all the same.
I have a couple friends that I know would give the world to me if they could. And I know that it isn't many, but I cherish those people to the depths of my heart. On top of those friends, I have made some friends this past year or so that have come to play a very important role in my life. We fight, yes, but recent experiences have shown me what true good and decent people they are.
So v-day will be here soon. And I do wish I could spend it with someone. But I have faith, because if these wonderful people love me, then, eventually, I will find someone who sees me in a different way, someone who I can see myself being with. And when that day comes, everything will be perfect.
And I can wait.