Waiting for it to stop hurting...
The one person in the whole world that wasn't supposed to hurt me did...I know it was unintentional, which is why I'm not angry. I'm just incredibly sad. I liked him. I shouldn't have. But I thought he liked me too. He acted like it. I mean, we kissed and held hands and cuddled...and then he says "don't get mad if I dissappear with another girl" talking about a party. It just hurts my heart. I know I shouldn't have gotten involved with him. We've been friends for too l ong...But I like him. I just can't help it. Now I just have to wait for it to stop hurting.