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I'm freakin out. I have school, work, and this show, and I don't know if I'm gonna be able to do it all. And on top of that I feel discusting about myself. I know I'm fat, so please don't leave me comments saying I'm not. And for a while there I was ok with it, but I'm just not anymore. But it scares me to add on the pressure of dieting and working out on top of what I'm already doing. And I'm also going through relationship withdrawls. I miss holding hands and having someone to call just to say hello and goodnight. I know this was short and to the point, but it's all I feel right now. I'm just freaking out.