Aug 06, 2003 16:00
Hiding behind walls and barriers
I shut you out
Worrying that I might care about something with potential to hurt me
You helped me care in the beginning
You helped me grow when I let you in
But as soon as I wanted to open up I got scared away
I ran from you because you have the ability to control my emotions
I stopped caring in a matter of minutes
..at least pretended
Still acting selfish
My heart felt it had been ripped out once more
My tears can no longer wait
My resistance has gone weak
I want to read you
I want to feel you somehow
Just to know how to break down the wall you put up just as I do
Let me know you
Allow me to be a part of you as you are in me
And that part of you will live in me
Promise me again you won't turn your back
Make me believe I can trust you
And tell me you won't give up no matter how rough this gets
..no matter how terrible I am
I want you to know me and care
But the question remains, is that a possibility anymore?
One love, Jaime Marie--