Jul 12, 2005 01:43
I wonder, was I able to help you?
But, there's something I believe.
I want to live my life carrying all my memories with me. And even if those memories are painful, even if they do nothing but hurt me. Even those memories I sometimes which I could forget. As long as I keep carrying them with me and I don't run away from them and still hold on...Someday. Someday I believe I will get to the point where I'm not oppressed by those memories. Thats why I believe.
I'd like to think that there's not a single memory that I have, which would be okay to forget. Thats why, the truth is, I didn't really want you to forget about me. I really didn't.
What I wanted was for you to hold on, but that would have been selfish of me.
So...it'll be our secret?