life as I know it!
So to all those who read this! Here is an update just for you to see how my life is going!
Life is life, ya know? It'll always be life. There is nothing easy about it. It's stressful to think about where I will be going (granted anyone can relate to this) in the next few years. There is always dount in my mind on whatever I do. Am I really indesicive? I don't think I'm to bad when it comes to certian aspirations of that. But then again who knows. I am just in that stage where everything is just BLAH because alot of things go wrong. I know, I know keep your chin up and walk smoothly right? It's easier said than done. But heres the thing, I know what I am capable of, I know I am an awesome person and I know I have awesome friends! But I strive to do more in life. I geuss I will have to work at that!
Sorry for that, sometimes it totally helps me if I write things out. Heh isn't that what online journals are for? haha. Okay not funny.
Brazil, sweet Brazil your only a while away. I need to be there. You don't understand this is my escape route. I am going to re-enstate who I am. I am going to be a whole new me. I want to explore and I want to expand my horizens and meet new people, I want to have people know me and love me for who I am and notice me. I am going to be someone someday, you'll see.
Another note, some people I just don't understand. I know I shouldn't have to understand some people becuase thats not my place to be doing so. But I have this friends right? And I dunno, I don't wan't to go into it on here but I will get them back. I WILL make them realize I am not gone yet. It aint over till the fat lady sings no? Yes indeed that was cliche, but what are YOU going to do about it? But anyways, Talk to me! please?
Someone show me a way to get outta here.
'Cause I constantly pray I'll get outta here.
Please won't somebody say I'll get outta here.
Someone gimmie my shot, or I'll rot here!
Show me how and I will, I'll get outta here.
I'll start climbin' up hill and get outta here.
Someone tell me I still could get outta here.
Someone tell lady luck that I'm stuck here
Gee it sure would be swell to get outta here.
Bid the gutter farewell and get outta here.
I'd move heaven and hell to get outta Skid.
I'd do I don't know what to get outta Skid.
But a hell of a lot to get outta Skid.
People tell me there's not a way outta Skid.
But believe me I gotta get outta Skid Row
Life is life, ya know? It'll always be life. There is nothing easy about it. It's stressful to think about where I will be going (granted anyone can relate to this) in the next few years. There is always dount in my mind on whatever I do. Am I really indesicive? I don't think I'm to bad when it comes to certian aspirations of that. But then again who knows. I am just in that stage where everything is just BLAH because alot of things go wrong. I know, I know keep your chin up and walk smoothly right? It's easier said than done. But heres the thing, I know what I am capable of, I know I am an awesome person and I know I have awesome friends! But I strive to do more in life. I geuss I will have to work at that!
Sorry for that, sometimes it totally helps me if I write things out. Heh isn't that what online journals are for? haha. Okay not funny.
Brazil, sweet Brazil your only a while away. I need to be there. You don't understand this is my escape route. I am going to re-enstate who I am. I am going to be a whole new me. I want to explore and I want to expand my horizens and meet new people, I want to have people know me and love me for who I am and notice me. I am going to be someone someday, you'll see.
Another note, some people I just don't understand. I know I shouldn't have to understand some people becuase thats not my place to be doing so. But I have this friends right? And I dunno, I don't wan't to go into it on here but I will get them back. I WILL make them realize I am not gone yet. It aint over till the fat lady sings no? Yes indeed that was cliche, but what are YOU going to do about it? But anyways, Talk to me! please?
Someone show me a way to get outta here.
'Cause I constantly pray I'll get outta here.
Please won't somebody say I'll get outta here.
Someone gimmie my shot, or I'll rot here!
Show me how and I will, I'll get outta here.
I'll start climbin' up hill and get outta here.
Someone tell me I still could get outta here.
Someone tell lady luck that I'm stuck here
Gee it sure would be swell to get outta here.
Bid the gutter farewell and get outta here.
I'd move heaven and hell to get outta Skid.
I'd do I don't know what to get outta Skid.
But a hell of a lot to get outta Skid.
People tell me there's not a way outta Skid.
But believe me I gotta get outta Skid Row