how to say goodbye to love
well this sucks. I havent heard from Aubrie in almost two weeks. I finally give up I guess. There's nothing I can do. I can't make up her mind for her. I'm pretty fuckin depressed today. I left her a voicemail and emailed her telling her that I wont be communicating anymore unless she calls or writes me back. I just can't do it. It hurts too much. I can't stand waiting for the phone to ring, or running to the computer every morning to see if there is an email from her. This hurts bad. I really hoped that I would atleast be able to see her one more time, in my setting so she can get to know me better. I don't know how I'm going to get over her. I don't know if I ever will. I don't think I will. The trouble with love is it doesnt care how hard you fall, and you can't refuse the call. I really hope one day she atleast gives me a chance. I don't see how I could feel so strongly for someone and not have those feelings reciprocated. I need to find a way to stop thinking about it. It's like a song on repeat in my head, I can't stop it. It REALLY REALLY hurts to know that the one person i have ever really even had a strong crush on, let alone loved has puushed me aside. Im gonna go running to try and get my mind off it.