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i realized that before yesterday i haven't written in this thing in months. i guess i've been really distracted with everything.
man this year was pretty eventful, good and bad. i can honestly say that i think i have gone through more shit this year than i ever have before in my entire life. but ya know, in the end what can you really do about it except learn from it? i think i'm a much stronger person now because of it.
as far as college goes, this year definatley had its major ups and downs. i made a lot of new friends and formed stronger bonds with friends from last year. but i've also lost a couple friends from last year too. sometimes shit just doesnt work out. it was good while it lasted, but i'm stronger now because of it.
i did good grade-wise this year, a 3.4 gpa this semester =) i'm working my way up. my cumulative gpa is about a 2.9 and i wanna get in the 3's by the time i graduate. my advice for incoming freshmen...dont fuck around with your grades freshman year cause it'll bite you in the ass later on lol
i think reality has been hitting me hard lately. its kinda scary. next year i'm going to be a junior in college. a fucking JUNIOR. i really feel like i just got to college. and its not like high school...like, this is it. when i'm done with college, thats it. get a job in the real world. i think i'm in complete denial. and yes, i have a major. but its such a broad major that i still don't even know what exactly i'm gonna do with it. i have no idea what i'm gonna do with my life. at all. aaaahhhhhhh. and oh yeah, i need to find a good guy too because that would be really great right now.
well for now i will listen to gavin. he is very therapeutic. love love lovvveeee
there's been times i thought
i couldn't last that long
now i think i'm able to carry on
it's been a long time comin
but i know that change gonna come
oh yes it will