Apr 07, 2004 06:25
Yea so yesterday. What the hell did I do? O yea went to walmart with niki. Then got back on the computer. O wait me and niki got into a fight. It was special! I am sick of the fucking FIGHTING. DAMN IT! Niki fucks with nick and pisses them off. Niki gets pissed at me and tell me shes gonna tell me she told me so. Charm is screaming in my other ear about this one person. Then you got me and will talking and when I say something he dont want me to in that moment in time. He goes off on a nut. PS. Buddy I only have two letters for you. FU!
Damn I half asleep writing this shit. And I figure if I dont write it now I wont get to write it.
Man I am so confused! (I know thats my normal state.lol)But fa real. I dont know what to do. who to please. my god. Gary is screaming follow my heart. Do what makes you happy. I dont know. And I really wish I did. I really wish it would work out so everyones happy. even me. The past is the past. The shit thats happen. I know how to forgive and forget (well you never really forget) But then you got niki in my ear screaming dont do it. And telling me she gonna say I told you so. Charms like "Jenn in the last month you have done grown a shit load. And I mean do what you want to and I will be here for you." And I am screaming.ggggrrr. I mean is it wrong to want to get back people you considered a good friend and your best friend. You know niki aint to worried about me being friends with mandi. She trips more on me being friends with nick again. I am so confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Someone help me please..............!!!!!
Well I am thinking to much. I am going back to bed. Duece
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