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heres a real update... So been up to da same shit. Yesterday went out to dinner at out back with niki. dumb ass waiters. She was looking at me no at me. your gay shut up. annoying people <3 Man the old dinner trips to pizza hut <3 "I need a new place mat" rofl. Yea old times. Wish I could go back and just live in those moments. lol. I wish I could go back to when scrap knees was what u had to worry bout not broken hearts. lol. Yea so deciding on what I want in a guy. I was asked and my mind went blank. I was talking to mandi and this was her input......
BlueAngyI: hmm
BlueAngyI: someone u can trust, who's gonna be there for u, make u smile n laugh, show u affection, have fun with u, etc
Jnny274: ok theres his personality
Jnny274: what bout looks
BlueAngyI: someone taller than u who is medium build. preferably black. nice eyes, big kissable lips
Jnny274: damn u know me better than I know my self
Jnny274: lol
BlueAngyI: lol
Jnny274: thats funny
BlueAngyI: u need a guy who's gonna protect u n not harm u
BlueAngyI: can't forget that part
BlueAngyI: someone who's not a lazy bum...gotta have a J-O-B
Jnny274: lmao
BlueAngyI: even if that bitch workin at McD's for minimum wage...atleast he'd be willing to work
Jnny274: yeah
BlueAngyI: :-)
Jnny274: hmm nething else
BlueAngyI: not off the top of my head
Jnny274: k
BlueAngyI: sum1 who's not a total dick but isn't bitch made either
Jnny274: yeah
Jnny274: and no more paper thugs
Jnny274: No one like will or myrin
BlueAngyI: lol exactly
Jnny274: fa sho
Jnny274: lol
Damn it amazin how much she knows me.
i talked to my sister to. She said I need someone who wont hurt me cause if they do she will kill them. lol.
Yeah its amazing......
yeah so there are things about the guys I been with that I like dont get me wrong but then there are things that they did that hurt......
Myrin= da gifts= good da abuse=no good
Buddy= da way he makes me laugh da way he acts an ass= no good
Charles= da way he listens= good da way he plays game=no good.
Will= what was good? everything=bad
Tony p= da way we could just talk=da good when he tried to rape me=da bad
Nick= Wait there was alot of good........ when shit hit the fan he talked shit= I didnt like that.
Brandon= hes always there....... the way he acts shady sometime=not good
Hmm yea I know no ones peferct. hell I know I'm not. But the way mandi describe me a guy now that I think about it is everything I want. I mean its from experience what I like and what I dont like. (people in above list may have been friends or ex boyfriends ps)
Yeah in other news. I know now I will always have people in my conner. lol.
PS NE ONE WANNA CALL MY HOUSE AT 2AM AND TELL ME THEY ARE MAD AT ME OR JUST TO START BITCHEN.. I HOPE TO GOD YOU ARE READY FOR ME TO GO OFF. I MEAN MY GOD 2AM JUST SO U CAN TELL ME YOUR MAD OR BITCH AT ME........ DATS CHILDISH!
Yeah well I gotta go finish getting ready so I can go out with niki. write more lata.
<3 JENNY
BlueAngyI: hmm
BlueAngyI: someone u can trust, who's gonna be there for u, make u smile n laugh, show u affection, have fun with u, etc
Jnny274: ok theres his personality
Jnny274: what bout looks
BlueAngyI: someone taller than u who is medium build. preferably black. nice eyes, big kissable lips
Jnny274: damn u know me better than I know my self
Jnny274: lol
BlueAngyI: lol
Jnny274: thats funny
BlueAngyI: u need a guy who's gonna protect u n not harm u
BlueAngyI: can't forget that part
BlueAngyI: someone who's not a lazy bum...gotta have a J-O-B
Jnny274: lmao
BlueAngyI: even if that bitch workin at McD's for minimum wage...atleast he'd be willing to work
Jnny274: yeah
BlueAngyI: :-)
Jnny274: hmm nething else
BlueAngyI: not off the top of my head
Jnny274: k
BlueAngyI: sum1 who's not a total dick but isn't bitch made either
Jnny274: yeah
Jnny274: and no more paper thugs
Jnny274: No one like will or myrin
BlueAngyI: lol exactly
Jnny274: fa sho
Jnny274: lol
Damn it amazin how much she knows me.
i talked to my sister to. She said I need someone who wont hurt me cause if they do she will kill them. lol.
Yeah its amazing......
yeah so there are things about the guys I been with that I like dont get me wrong but then there are things that they did that hurt......
Myrin= da gifts= good da abuse=no good
Buddy= da way he makes me laugh da way he acts an ass= no good
Charles= da way he listens= good da way he plays game=no good.
Will= what was good? everything=bad
Tony p= da way we could just talk=da good when he tried to rape me=da bad
Nick= Wait there was alot of good........ when shit hit the fan he talked shit= I didnt like that.
Brandon= hes always there....... the way he acts shady sometime=not good
Hmm yea I know no ones peferct. hell I know I'm not. But the way mandi describe me a guy now that I think about it is everything I want. I mean its from experience what I like and what I dont like. (people in above list may have been friends or ex boyfriends ps)
Yeah in other news. I know now I will always have people in my conner. lol.
PS NE ONE WANNA CALL MY HOUSE AT 2AM AND TELL ME THEY ARE MAD AT ME OR JUST TO START BITCHEN.. I HOPE TO GOD YOU ARE READY FOR ME TO GO OFF. I MEAN MY GOD 2AM JUST SO U CAN TELL ME YOUR MAD OR BITCH AT ME........ DATS CHILDISH!
Yeah well I gotta go finish getting ready so I can go out with niki. write more lata.
<3 JENNY