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hmm its early but whatever. Man yesterday was fun. woke up and got the bratz off to school. Took an shower. Got dress. Did my hair and make up. Went out for lunch with my mom and her work. Came back home. Niki called to tell me she was on her way. So she picked me up. Plans were to go shopping and get a phone. Our plans changed like always. lol. But thats alright. Cuz we are special like that lol. Ne way we went to the phone place. Meet this hott guy who may I add had the most beautiful eyes. His name is danny. Then we went and got gray. that was interesting. Then we went bowling. Yay!!!!! it was funny as hell. Let me tell u. Two teenage girls granny bowling. Mean while taking pics while we granny bowl. = niki to a pic of my ass. lol. Ps niki we are throwing that away. lol. Dropped gray off at work. Pic up our pics. Headed back to nikis. Were we watched freddy vs. Jason. That movie is crazy just like us. I liked it. lol. changed nikis band aids. lol. jumps a mile high. ewww thats gross.lol. she took me home and thats about it. for yesterday.
Man.... I cant stop thinking.... damn I wish I could. How can you not care when it comes to the rest of the world and care so much about this one person when you know this one person is gonna hurt u.... Can u honestly look at the person u with and tell me that u gonna be with them forever..... Why is it that someone would just take your heart to break it or to control u....... Why is it that words hurt worse than fist do?..... Why do you people think you owe them when you really honestly dont?.... If you hearts telling you to do something and ur heads tell u to do something else which one u listen to?....... I you loved something let it got if it comes back it your.If it doesnt it never was. Well what if it came back but you dont want it there no more?..... Would you like to die alone? I dont wanna...... What if this was your last day on earth can you honestly tell me you know what you would do and whom you would see before you die?....... Well I think that is enough for right now. I am bout to go take a shower. So write more lata.
<3 Jenny