Apr 21, 2004 11:32
this will be my last journal entery. f*ck the dumb $hit. I realise that people like to read this journal and talk shit so keep talking the shit but you wont get your shit to talk from here. Yes I was raped. And Yes I think I have heard the rumurs and the jokes. Mutha fuckas keep laughing it up. I may not be able to make you feel how I felt or still do feel. But I got something for you! You can even call in your bitches. But guess who aint scared. I dare you all(u know who you are) to fuck with me. Cause I am so fucking sick of this shit. And you know what come and get me if you dare. And you think I will have people waiting here for you. Thing is I will be the only one. I will break you lil asses in half. And you think you can do it again. It aint gonna happen. You drugged me and raped me. Its ova. I done.
Ne way..... I am so I dont even know how to explain it. I am just sick of it. I sick of hearing the shit. I am sick of feeling this way. I am sick of it all.
Mandi- girly what to say. You been a good friend through thick and thin. through out fights and the good times. Thanks.
Niki- Man you are my sister. We may have our fights and shit but its all good. What would I do with out you.
Nick- hmmm. We been through alot. You were my best friend. I told you everything. You were there for me when I need you the most. And when other people left you were still there. We had our fights I will admit. But some how we always wind up talking again. I dont know but I glad we are still talking. luv ya.
Danyale- I know I have only known you for a few months. But its all good. Man you are silly at times. yyyeeeaaahhh...... lol. You got me talking to jason to. Thanks for that. well I dont know what else to write.
well I gotta go get ready. I am out. some old friends call me up. finna go hang with them. Man getting all ma bois back its great!
luv jenn