Can't sleep
Well It has been a long time since I have updated. There has been a lot that has happened to me so I'll update everyone and let you know what is going on. Well for starters Ray and I are no longer together. Things didn't work out. I'm doing fine though. I am really happy.I have had a lot of times to think things over. I have also been hanging out with A.J alot and I really like him. He's really a sweet guy. He is one of the sweetest guys that I have ever met. I swear he could say things that would melt your heart.So I am really happy with him. The only part that sucks is that he leaves for the navy in June. He'll be gone for a little while. In a way I wish he wasn't going because I want him here. I know how bad he wants to go though so I'll support him. I'll just sit there and think about him all the time. There are a lot of people who tell me that I shouldn't be with him because of the fact that he is leaving. They all tell me that he will end up cheating on me. My sister even told me a story about the same thing. I am worried about stuff like that but If he cares about me as much as he says he doesn then I know that I have nothing to worry about. I just hope that nothing bad happenes and that he doesn't leave me. Well I have a long time before I have to worry about that. So anyways new years is comming up. Now I have to house sit for my aunt but I'm still gonna go to Crystals to hang out. I always spend it there and I always end up having a blast. A.J is gonna go with me so thats gonna be cool. I can't wait. It's gonna be so much fun. Well enough about that I had a really good Christmas. I got everything that i asked for which wasn't much. I'm not greedy. LOL. I was just happy that I got to spend it with my family and I also got to see some of my family members that I hardly see so that was cool. My Aun Heather, Uncle Scott and there 5 kids all stayed here for Christmas which mad me really happy cuz I only get to see them a couple times a year so that rocked. They just left today well I guess I should say yesterday cuz it is 12:47. well anyways they left and I was sad to see them leave. I had so much fun with them guys. I wish they could have stayed just a couple more day but I know they had to get back. Oh well. Anyways I have been busy with a few other things. My brother got these lumps on his neck and the doctors thought that it wsa cancer so we have been dealing with that. We found out tuesday that it's not which really made me happy because I don't think I really could have handled it if he did. So now he has to go in for surgery today at 8 am and my dad also has to go in for surgery. So I am busy. I'll be at the hospital all morning with them. I just hope that everything goes all right. I'm sure that it will. I just worry a lot. I'll update and let everyone know how everything goes. Work is going really good. There are days when the kids really get on my nerves but I have been playing with them a lot more and have had a blast. At night I become the monster and chase them around. So thats cool. At least I'm having fun. I also love just watching them smile or laugh when were playing. It shows me that they actually have fun with me. LOL. Well enough about that. I just wanted to update and let everyone know what has been going on.Well I guess I am gonna go.
PEACE
PEACE