First Journal*
Hey Guys. Whats goin on. My names Judeth, this is my first time to write in a live journal. A few of my friends have told me its pretty cool and not a bad way to meet some new people so I figured why not? Im 5'8 1/2, long brown hair, and very VERY dark brown eyes. I'm a student at Decatur High School in Decatur, AL. Its a pretty boring place but its not too bad i guess. For fun i like to party. By that I do mean drinking and just having a good time! I like talking on the phone, running, playing soccer, and not being at my house. I hate my home life. But thats a completely different story. Dont get the wrong impression...its just that my Mom was diagnosed with Bipolar, which is a manic-depressant disease, when I was like 1. For those of you who dont know what bipolar is, its an imbalance in your brain and the person literally goes crazy. But thats an understatement. You can take a pill for it though and your normal, no one would be able to tell that anything is wrong, but for some reason my mom has a hard time accepting the fact that she does infact have bipolar therefore she sometimes thinks, hey, nothings wrong with me, im normal why am i taking pills? So she stops, and when she stops its like a trigger goes off in her head and shes not the same person. It takes about a month of not taking these pills before an episode occurs, but when it does its literally a living hell. And as much as i hate to say it, thats why im so unhappy at home. I dont see how my dad can deal with her. She had an episode November of 03'. And when she did, she made up all this bullshit about how my dad beat her and us kids...which i have NO idea where she got it from but tahts the kinda shit it will do to you when you have bipolar you just start saying things out of nowhere. She also decided to call my school and cuss the facilty out, im not sure what she said to them, im not too sure I would want to know, but then the police had to come to my house and I wasn't allowed to see her for about 3 days, and i had to stay with my brother Jackson. Then she went to the mental hospital and about 3 weeks later she was okay. Its just an all-around awful situation when shes like that. My dad and I had to actually run away from home one night. Theres alot more I could tell you about that but im sure youve heard enough. Anyway, more about me. haha. I'm the youngest of 5. My oldest brother, Jackson, is married and he lives here in Decatur. Then theres Josh, he goes to school at the University of Alabama in Tuscaloosa, AL. Roll Tide baby! Then..theres Jessecca shes already graduated but shes still here in town, shes not sure what she wants to do right now. Then theres Jullina..she is 18 and she got pregnant when she was 17. She ended up dropping out of school and getting her GED, getting married to the father of the baby, Justin, and Hunter..her baby is now 7 months old and they're all one happy family. So yeah haha, i have a pretty interesting life but I must say im most happy when Im out w/ my friends and far away from this house. Its just too much for me. Anyway its getting pretty late so I should prob. go to bed. Night! Sweet Dreams!