DEPRESSED/SAD/HOPEFUL/JEALOUS/REALLY_WORRIED... pick one.
i really don't know what i did wrong. will someone PLEASE tell me WHERE i went wrong? like really! i wanna know! ooooh geez! i'm drawing a blank every time i think about it... really, i can't think of a thing that i did. or WAIT, is it what i didn't do? oooo... i feel like cussing! Gosh! what is your plan Lord? why is this happening now? please give me a sign, anything will do! i want to abide by your plan. so just SHOW ME, what's next?
i'm not making sense. this can't happen. not now. pleeeeeease, spare me now! i have too much i have to handle right now...
...but i can't let this one go... i care too much. :/