My Friday Night

[jly3663]

It's Friday night and well, everyone is out. I am in watching two movies that I rented and I am just chillin by myself. Some would say I was depressed, others would say I fear the "party" atmosphere. For awhile I probably would have agreed with both. But I realize that I am just different...plain ol' different from the values of everyone else. I don't know how or why I am the only one on campus (so it seems) that is sitting indoors watching rented Blockbuster flicks, but all I can assume is that I am DIFFERENT. Different from the people who all week long look forward to the weekend when they get to go out, party, and get "hammered." For me, partying is not an important part of my life...the only time it is ever important is when I am with my true friends. The ones that I think about every single weekend, ALL WEEKEND LONG while watching these movies. The ones where I spend hours with during the Summer and see more than I see my own family. The only time partying matters is when I have them, and I can watch all of them smile and enjoy life. In this fact, I consider myself the lucky one...as painful as it is to sit in weekend after weekend, it is all worth it because I know that my life is complete because of the people I have in it:

Sarah
Kressley
Diane
Erika
Alexis
Katie
Alex
Mike
Amy
Josh
Jen
Alicia

My life is complete because of all of you...just think of how we all met...how our lives connected by different people...our friendships are true and I am proud to have so many of them with you all...thank you guys...WE WERE ALL MEANT TO MEET...

I'll just sit in the corner and watch you all shine...cuz that is what makes me happy...and I am proud to do it cuz I love you all...

I gotta get back to my blockbuster movie now ;)