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i haven't written in this for a while because of bussyness.
Im starting to agree with Adam writting in livejournal is a complete waist of time. When i read other people entry's i either get mad or sad about what they are writting. The only reason i started livejournal is so i can keep up with everyone and the one think ive learned is no one has changed.
Please do not take offense to this and im sorry if i hurt anyones feelings but no one has respect for anyone else anymore. I guess i have change a bit and maybe i could be wrong but im turning 20 in like a month and moving out hopefully soon. I have no time to worry about my friends who mean the world to me.
Donna keep being creative and awsome i love you and i will always love you and you hurt me when you didn't include me in your last entry. It is not my fault i haven't talk to you.
Lara your fun and a good person you will find someone soon. But you know damm well you can be wrong and annoying sometime i don't think it was right of you to post that thing about Andrew. But i love you too and i never want you to change and if you do change for the better.
Channen you are family and i love you and it was nice seeing you yesterday but i don't want to be you inbetween person to hang out with before andrew i guess im jouless of your relationship. You and him was what you and i were once i guess you grew up. I love you and i want to talk to you as much as i can.
Adam i know your off livejournal and i know your going through something but excluding everyone is the wrong thing to do. It just make people more worried then you want them to be. Now you have lost the one girl that might have loved you enough to except you and help you.Megan is way to good for you. I love you too you were my first best friend and we have goon through way to much. Please call me please stop shutting people out.
Megan you are my soul mate i know writting this is pointless cosidering i will probably see you soon. But sometimes i get the feeling there are somethings you aren't telling me. I get the feeling that you really don't want to move out with me. I think you and i are growing up to. Your my bestfriend and i love you with a special kind of love i just wish you would tell me things without being scared and i wish your shyness goes away. I love and i will see you soon.
Mandy if your still doing livejournal i know you and i are in some kind of thing but i worry about you more then anyone. You try way to hard to fit in. you also blame everyone but yourself. I really think you take a deep look inside yourself and see what really matters.
To everyone else that i might have missed or that we just don't talk anymore. Do your best in life.
Now me im changing everyday and i realize im too jugde mental. I feel that i can never be happy unless people talk to me or look at me in that funny way. Guess what im tired of being funny and acting stupid. everyone make me feel that way and guess what i believe i am most of the time. I can't take it anymore. Im very smart and im not acting the way i use to anymore. People should like me for me not because im easy to make fun of myself.
There is something i haven't told anyone. Because of all the sex i did and all the drugs i got a STD and now i can't have children and for thoughs who knows me you know that kills me. But i went to the doctor and the doctor said that i can take these pill to make me better. well i just went back because i have a cold and doctor said that these pills can be very dangrous and im scared. I know i just insolted everyone but i need you all i love you and you all know i would die for you now please say the same to me. Love me help me through this.
So now i finish my long letter with i will leave my account on for a week. If anyone wants to desagree with what i said or just say hi. then i will delete it and i hope i see everyone.
Bye for now
Jody
i haven't written in this for a while because of bussyness.
Im starting to agree with Adam writting in livejournal is a complete waist of time. When i read other people entry's i either get mad or sad about what they are writting. The only reason i started livejournal is so i can keep up with everyone and the one think ive learned is no one has changed.
Please do not take offense to this and im sorry if i hurt anyones feelings but no one has respect for anyone else anymore. I guess i have change a bit and maybe i could be wrong but im turning 20 in like a month and moving out hopefully soon. I have no time to worry about my friends who mean the world to me.
Donna keep being creative and awsome i love you and i will always love you and you hurt me when you didn't include me in your last entry. It is not my fault i haven't talk to you.
Lara your fun and a good person you will find someone soon. But you know damm well you can be wrong and annoying sometime i don't think it was right of you to post that thing about Andrew. But i love you too and i never want you to change and if you do change for the better.
Channen you are family and i love you and it was nice seeing you yesterday but i don't want to be you inbetween person to hang out with before andrew i guess im jouless of your relationship. You and him was what you and i were once i guess you grew up. I love you and i want to talk to you as much as i can.
Adam i know your off livejournal and i know your going through something but excluding everyone is the wrong thing to do. It just make people more worried then you want them to be. Now you have lost the one girl that might have loved you enough to except you and help you.Megan is way to good for you. I love you too you were my first best friend and we have goon through way to much. Please call me please stop shutting people out.
Megan you are my soul mate i know writting this is pointless cosidering i will probably see you soon. But sometimes i get the feeling there are somethings you aren't telling me. I get the feeling that you really don't want to move out with me. I think you and i are growing up to. Your my bestfriend and i love you with a special kind of love i just wish you would tell me things without being scared and i wish your shyness goes away. I love and i will see you soon.
Mandy if your still doing livejournal i know you and i are in some kind of thing but i worry about you more then anyone. You try way to hard to fit in. you also blame everyone but yourself. I really think you take a deep look inside yourself and see what really matters.
To everyone else that i might have missed or that we just don't talk anymore. Do your best in life.
Now me im changing everyday and i realize im too jugde mental. I feel that i can never be happy unless people talk to me or look at me in that funny way. Guess what im tired of being funny and acting stupid. everyone make me feel that way and guess what i believe i am most of the time. I can't take it anymore. Im very smart and im not acting the way i use to anymore. People should like me for me not because im easy to make fun of myself.
There is something i haven't told anyone. Because of all the sex i did and all the drugs i got a STD and now i can't have children and for thoughs who knows me you know that kills me. But i went to the doctor and the doctor said that i can take these pill to make me better. well i just went back because i have a cold and doctor said that these pills can be very dangrous and im scared. I know i just insolted everyone but i need you all i love you and you all know i would die for you now please say the same to me. Love me help me through this.
So now i finish my long letter with i will leave my account on for a week. If anyone wants to desagree with what i said or just say hi. then i will delete it and i hope i see everyone.
Bye for now
Jody