Why?
Why do people have to make plans with you and get you all execited for the day and then drop you like a bad habit? It's like ok, if you really didn't want to hang out with me, then why fuckin ask me, ya know? I have been looking forward to going swimming at Eric's with Him and James. So I wait and wait for them to get off work. James gets dropped off at my house and I figure he will take a shower and we will go, nope! He takes a shower and then fuckin passes out in my bed. So here I am sitting at the fuckin computer. He says that his stomach is upset ok fine so I will let him rest, then it turns into ohh well Eric had shit to do and I have to wait for him to call me. OMG! If you don't wanna fuckin go just tell me, and your ass can go home and sleep and I can out and do something snice I have been sitting at fuckin home all day waiting for you to blow me off. Ok maybe I am taking this way out of line but WE NEVER DO ANYTHING! Yeah he will take me out to eat, ooooo....but we never go out and actually do something like a fuckin couple. We sit at my house and watch a movie and fool around, Or I will go to his house and as soon as I walk in the door his mommy will make him do something and I sit there and fuckin watch. Its driving me fuckin nuts!!! i dunno what is up with me today but things are pissing me off. I was all happy. but thats it for now or I will be going on and on about everything that pissed me off today. I will see you on the flip side.