hate is a strong word but I really really really don't like you

[jlove521]

I really hate feeling like this
I hate feeling stupid because I let you come back
I feel stupid because I know I shouldn't trust
you and again it's come down to trusting my heart
or my head
you tell me to trust my heart it'll be ok you promise
but my heart is what got me here in this trouble
so here it is i'm feeling stupid and your doing who knows what
your not answering my calls or my text and it's pissing me off
I told you if you wanted me back it wasn't going to be easy
you talk a lot and say what you know I want to hear then
here I am feeling stupid because your back to stupid
i'm really tired of you letting me down..it's the same thing
all everytime..I get feeling comfortable and possibly see myself
with you and you act stupid and make me want to just be alone
I meditate to keep my mind off you but it doesn't work I really
wish I could tell you this but I can't or you'll cry or something stupid
So how you I just leave you alone..your going to chase me
and i'm not giving anything else up to you
you are going to prove to me why you deserve to come back to me
because I can do and do deserve better than you point blank
i'm done with this game.