because I bitch too much
Dear You,
You asked for my heart but what makes you think you deserve it. You don't call me all day, but when I do the same to you, it's a national disaster. How can you expect something that you've already ruined once. You broke my heart reguardless of how harmless you felt it was in the end, it was still you following a girl around and giving more attention to another female that you longed to be with instead of me. I honestly feel like your settling for me because you and Ashley didn't work out. I don't think you honestly want to be with me or you would find ways to convey your feelings to me better. You told me I was always with you suffocating you and it was too much so I backed off and started hanging out with my friends. So you flip out and tell me I don't see you enough. So here's what i'm going to do. I'm going to do whatever I feel like doing and call you as I please and hang out with my friends still and if you can't handle it then leave. You won't change anything for me so why should I change anything for you. As usual i'm stuck writting these thoughts to myself and no one because you say I bitch about things too much. So I won't bitch and i'm going to keep my heart to myself because so far i've taken the best care of it and you can be pissed all you want. I'm tired of being your stupid girl that lets you frolick with another girl so I won't be accused of being jealous. You do what you want and i'll do that same. ps. your pushing me away...and soon i'll be gone..
You asked for my heart but what makes you think you deserve it. You don't call me all day, but when I do the same to you, it's a national disaster. How can you expect something that you've already ruined once. You broke my heart reguardless of how harmless you felt it was in the end, it was still you following a girl around and giving more attention to another female that you longed to be with instead of me. I honestly feel like your settling for me because you and Ashley didn't work out. I don't think you honestly want to be with me or you would find ways to convey your feelings to me better. You told me I was always with you suffocating you and it was too much so I backed off and started hanging out with my friends. So you flip out and tell me I don't see you enough. So here's what i'm going to do. I'm going to do whatever I feel like doing and call you as I please and hang out with my friends still and if you can't handle it then leave. You won't change anything for me so why should I change anything for you. As usual i'm stuck writting these thoughts to myself and no one because you say I bitch about things too much. So I won't bitch and i'm going to keep my heart to myself because so far i've taken the best care of it and you can be pissed all you want. I'm tired of being your stupid girl that lets you frolick with another girl so I won't be accused of being jealous. You do what you want and i'll do that same. ps. your pushing me away...and soon i'll be gone..