Nothing...Just nothing....
So, I don't even have words to describe how I am feeling......I am trying but they just aren't coming, the only thing I have are tears. But they aren't bad, I am not even sure why they are coming like this? I just have so many feelings inside me. I feel really guilty about alot of things. I have realized that I have gotten really good at putting on ashow for people. But I am so tired of it, I want preople to know me and who I am, and what I care about. I don't want to be defined anymore by the people I hang around, or whos ex-girlfriend I am, or the clothes that I wear or don't wear! That stuff does not even matter. 20 years from now none of this crap will matter! All that will matter is who I loved and who I hurt! How I treated people. People are making me really made with all the other stuff.......I mean come on, people need to get there stuff together! I'm done....I'm just done!!
Jennifer
Jennifer