I hate this
I hate this crap, all this drama shit. I can't stand it!!! It is just a big load of crap. I tell matt something, and he tells Taylor, somewhear in there it got too big and now Ally thinks I want to break up with her. I'm sick and tired of this shit. From now on I'm going to keep everything I think inside, fuck everything else, I can't stand it any more. I wish that there was someone that I could sit down and talk to and trust, but no. Anything I tell anyone in private it just gets blabed out. I hate it all. People need to learn to keep a fucking secreat!!!! Damn! It's not that much to ask. I hate everyone right now. I wouldent be susprised if no one ever saw me again. I want to just say screw everything god tells us, and go get drunk do drugs and smoke till I'm dead! But something is holding me back. I hate this. I don't want to be here any more. I can't stand it. I want to leave. I want everyone to fuck off. I can't ever trust Matt again, or Taylor for that matter. I was never going to Break up with Ally. It was just a whole bunch of shit fell on my sholders and I couldent handel it all, and I said things I dident mean. Now that eveyone knows that, just put that behind us. Damnit. No one is trust worthy. I hate it all.