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okay so this job thing i got going, i don't go very often...and i'm new so each time i actually DO go i have to re-remember everything i learned how to do last time. and i don't really feel like i have the whole routine down or whatever because i think the people there forget that since i just started working there i don't know what i'm suppose to do sometimes. so like when there aren't any customers for a while i just kinda stand there and i ask if anyone wants me to windex something because that's really all there is to do there as far as i'm concerned besides ring up customer when they're there. but last time when i asked one of the girls that worked with me if she wanted me to windex something she had already windexed everything. so i just waited for customers and had this older worker guy (20 maybe??? i dunno...jersey how old do you reckon?) ask me if i get drunk and smoke for fun. yeah. i laughed too, but then he went, "no seriously. what do you do for fun?" haha it was rather amusing. so my point is. i don't really like working there and it's not that i feel like i'm suppose to look forward to going because i didn't look forward to going to my last job - i just don't feel like it's worth it because they're paying me crap. my last job i got a lot more and i didn't really mind going so much because it was worth it. i don't know. i'm looking for another one as of now - but i'm not quitting this one because i need money and i don't have anything to fall back on. so once i find something else maybe i'll quit. depending on what it is of course.
so. i'm still wroking on this whole lightening my hair thing. but it's hard because i'm a woos and won't use anything that's permanent because it's scary. i'm not giving up though. tomorrow i'm going to try yet another, lighter color that washes out after 28 shampoos and then i'll decide if i like being lighter or not. then there's this whole highlight option. what to do what to do.
okay so this job thing i got going, i don't go very often...and i'm new so each time i actually DO go i have to re-remember everything i learned how to do last time. and i don't really feel like i have the whole routine down or whatever because i think the people there forget that since i just started working there i don't know what i'm suppose to do sometimes. so like when there aren't any customers for a while i just kinda stand there and i ask if anyone wants me to windex something because that's really all there is to do there as far as i'm concerned besides ring up customer when they're there. but last time when i asked one of the girls that worked with me if she wanted me to windex something she had already windexed everything. so i just waited for customers and had this older worker guy (20 maybe??? i dunno...jersey how old do you reckon?) ask me if i get drunk and smoke for fun. yeah. i laughed too, but then he went, "no seriously. what do you do for fun?" haha it was rather amusing. so my point is. i don't really like working there and it's not that i feel like i'm suppose to look forward to going because i didn't look forward to going to my last job - i just don't feel like it's worth it because they're paying me crap. my last job i got a lot more and i didn't really mind going so much because it was worth it. i don't know. i'm looking for another one as of now - but i'm not quitting this one because i need money and i don't have anything to fall back on. so once i find something else maybe i'll quit. depending on what it is of course.
so. i'm still wroking on this whole lightening my hair thing. but it's hard because i'm a woos and won't use anything that's permanent because it's scary. i'm not giving up though. tomorrow i'm going to try yet another, lighter color that washes out after 28 shampoos and then i'll decide if i like being lighter or not. then there's this whole highlight option. what to do what to do.