i know it
so brian jordan's entry (that's locked so all of you that aren't listed as one of his friends can't read it - mwahaha) but anyhoo.
so yeah. about the whoooole never going to have a boyfriend thing - i'm there.
i can't see myself with anyone. it's kinda funny. hah. whenever i like someone it's a rule they can't like me back or something - it's a tiny problem i have. or i'm too scared to tell them because of my fear of rejection.
sucks.
haha prom? oy vey. it's next year and i'm sooooo not looking forward to it
but i'm in a surprisingly care-free, very "chill" (<--heh) mood right now, so nothing at all can bring me down
so when you read this journal about how i have no faith in my "love life" or lack of one, don't think i'm depressed, because i'm not. other days i may be - but as of now, i don't really care anymore because i'm just too layed back right/calm right now to let anything bad depress me even the sliiiiightest little bit.
(i think it's the mini reeses. - speaking of reeses... michelle, you are so silly heh - i'm not surprised sam has them too though - we're pysichic like raven. it's crazy cool. hah and sam appel if we don't get together soon i'm chopping your head off. mark my words.)
so yeah. about the whoooole never going to have a boyfriend thing - i'm there.
i can't see myself with anyone. it's kinda funny. hah. whenever i like someone it's a rule they can't like me back or something - it's a tiny problem i have. or i'm too scared to tell them because of my fear of rejection.
sucks.
haha prom? oy vey. it's next year and i'm sooooo not looking forward to it
but i'm in a surprisingly care-free, very "chill" (<--heh) mood right now, so nothing at all can bring me down
so when you read this journal about how i have no faith in my "love life" or lack of one, don't think i'm depressed, because i'm not. other days i may be - but as of now, i don't really care anymore because i'm just too layed back right/calm right now to let anything bad depress me even the sliiiiightest little bit.
(i think it's the mini reeses. - speaking of reeses... michelle, you are so silly heh - i'm not surprised sam has them too though - we're pysichic like raven. it's crazy cool. hah and sam appel if we don't get together soon i'm chopping your head off. mark my words.)