so yeah..
i tryed to sleep last night but.. of course.. couldnt even sleep one hour..
so most of the night i sat by my window and just looked up at the sky..
i couldnt see that last night.. too many clouds but that was what i was looking for..
anyway.. i went up to the campground in NH today with my bro..
omg as soon as i got there.. i felt like i was home..
i got down to the water and i didnt want to leave..
the water was amazing and it just was the most refreshing feeling..
we only stayed for like 20 min.. but that 20 min.. just made me feel so much better..
i just sat there thinking.. until my bro told me that we had to get going..
::sigh:: i wish everyone could feel what i felt today.. just refreshing.. and the calmness of it all..
yeah.. now i cant wait for summer to just get away.. i think im going up there all summer again..
its not that i dont <3 you all but.. i need to get away from things..
but yeah.. alone again.. in this house.. wishing i was somewhere else..
so most of the night i sat by my window and just looked up at the sky..
i couldnt see that last night.. too many clouds but that was what i was looking for..
anyway.. i went up to the campground in NH today with my bro..
omg as soon as i got there.. i felt like i was home..
i got down to the water and i didnt want to leave..
the water was amazing and it just was the most refreshing feeling..
we only stayed for like 20 min.. but that 20 min.. just made me feel so much better..
i just sat there thinking.. until my bro told me that we had to get going..
::sigh:: i wish everyone could feel what i felt today.. just refreshing.. and the calmness of it all..
yeah.. now i cant wait for summer to just get away.. i think im going up there all summer again..
its not that i dont <3 you all but.. i need to get away from things..
but yeah.. alone again.. in this house.. wishing i was somewhere else..