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So it has been brought to my attention that no one ever takes me seriously and my question to all of you is why? I realize the way I act in front of you gives you no choice but to unleash your witty sarcastic remarks, but there is a reason that I act the way I do.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, that I just want you all to know why and that reason is this: The final inevitable day will eventually arrive when you guys will dissipate from each other into your own lives and that day terrifies me more than your deepest and darkest fears.
So if I have to act the part of the fool to make you guys laugh and make you guys happy then I shall do whatever it takes to do that, even if it means to belittle myself in front of you all. The reason I act the way I do is for you guys. I just want you to know that I'm not in fact the idiot that you guys often times take advantage of.
I realize of course that most of you realize this, but I just felt as though I should share my current thoughts with you guys and give a healthy reminder that I have in fact grown in my intelligence. And to the person that has been making each day infinitely better and inspiring the better of me, I thank you from the bottom of my heart............Sara. Oh and Patrick my brother, thank you as well, sometimes I believe you really are my older brother for the times when I need guidance the most.
Oh and this goes to you people from Marshall that I am beginning to become better friends with slowly............ "Where does all the rum go?" (Since we know that pirates are in fact better than ninjas!!!!!!!) Well I suppose this shall be all from me......for now. L8er.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, that I just want you all to know why and that reason is this: The final inevitable day will eventually arrive when you guys will dissipate from each other into your own lives and that day terrifies me more than your deepest and darkest fears.
So if I have to act the part of the fool to make you guys laugh and make you guys happy then I shall do whatever it takes to do that, even if it means to belittle myself in front of you all. The reason I act the way I do is for you guys. I just want you to know that I'm not in fact the idiot that you guys often times take advantage of.
I realize of course that most of you realize this, but I just felt as though I should share my current thoughts with you guys and give a healthy reminder that I have in fact grown in my intelligence. And to the person that has been making each day infinitely better and inspiring the better of me, I thank you from the bottom of my heart............Sara. Oh and Patrick my brother, thank you as well, sometimes I believe you really are my older brother for the times when I need guidance the most.
Oh and this goes to you people from Marshall that I am beginning to become better friends with slowly............ "Where does all the rum go?" (Since we know that pirates are in fact better than ninjas!!!!!!!) Well I suppose this shall be all from me......for now. L8er.