Rainy Day all around
So the weather is exactly how I feel. It's rainy and gloomy outside. I got some bad news last night. I know it's no ones fault but it still stinks. As much as I try to just say o well its hard. I cried myself to sleep last night, think I passed out at like 830 because I was upset. I know life happens and plans change so I'm not mad or pissed off, just disappointed. But as its said things happen for a reason even if you dont know it right now.
Other than that yesterday I spent with my great grandfather in the hospital. He is doing ok just had to have his hip replaced. It scares me at his age for him to be in surgery. You never know when he might not wake up afterwards so its hard.
Still haven't heard from some of my friends. Its a bit disappointing when people say they love you and they miss you and then you don't hear from them. Its like I'd rather hear the truth than the lies and see their true colors later. If you don't have time for me in your life just say it, alot easier than fake promises, broken hearts and lies.
So as you can tell yesterday was not my best day. I went and saw my mommy though so that helped. I'm staying late at work because I don't want to go home. My cousin has her man over tonight and I'm just not up for that loving all over you type of affection tonight. Besides it will give them some time alone. I'm sure she won't mind that at all.
Well I better get back to work, keep my mind off of stuff.
Other than that yesterday I spent with my great grandfather in the hospital. He is doing ok just had to have his hip replaced. It scares me at his age for him to be in surgery. You never know when he might not wake up afterwards so its hard.
Still haven't heard from some of my friends. Its a bit disappointing when people say they love you and they miss you and then you don't hear from them. Its like I'd rather hear the truth than the lies and see their true colors later. If you don't have time for me in your life just say it, alot easier than fake promises, broken hearts and lies.
So as you can tell yesterday was not my best day. I went and saw my mommy though so that helped. I'm staying late at work because I don't want to go home. My cousin has her man over tonight and I'm just not up for that loving all over you type of affection tonight. Besides it will give them some time alone. I'm sure she won't mind that at all.
Well I better get back to work, keep my mind off of stuff.