Jul 31, 2005 08:38
I havent posted lately because so much has been going on and I was trying to decide exactly what I wanted to say and how to say it. It seems that my journal has been cause for attack on me as a person. Its become a weapon for others to use against me when they see fit. I use this journal as a way to let out my emotions and have those whom love and care for me know whats going on. Unfortunately not too long ago those whom I thought loved and cared for me attacked me personally and my family as well, though I may have wanted so say somethings about them its better to just let them attack me and for me to realize that I dont need to do that too. They have their reasons, however small minded for judging me and one day they will have to face the judgement for what they did and realize they lost out.
Besides that work has been crazy. In the last 6 months we have lost 3 employees so we are short staffed. To make matters worse our front office person went on vacation this past week. What does that mean for Jamie you ask, well it means I got to run the front, do payrolls and prepare payroll returns that are due monday. Most people would be like ok thats nothing well its more work than one person can handle. But the week is over and almost everything is done. My boss came up to Friday and said I did a very nice job so that was a nice pat on the back, you need those every now and then.
On the family front my father and I have still not spoken. Its been a month and half going on 2 since we last spoke. This past week he decided to prove how much of an ass he really is and fly my youngest sister down for a week. He has not called me or my middle sister since he left but calls the youngest and has her come down to see him. Does anyone else see a problem with this because its pissing me off hardcore.
Talked to Margo yesterday for a little bit. I miss her and I talking more but we are both so busy with our lives that its hard. I want to come down and see her but I just dont know if the money is there. I'm hoping to go to orlando for homecoming this year since I missed last year. We shall see what happens. I hear stina is back in teh states. I'm very glad to hear that. You will have to inform me on everything cool you did in Spain. I hope all is going well with you. Tommy I hope you got moved in. I know you were really looking forward to getting your own place. Hopefully we can talk soon when both of our jobs arent so hectic. And lastly to all of my theta sisters and theta alumni, I know recruitment is coming up and I wish you the best luck. Go get some amazing new sisters and make me proud.
I love you all. Hope I didnt bore you too much!!!!!