May 24, 2005 13:51
I'm so confused. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I knew when I got on the plane on Sunday that I wanted to move back to Florida and that I needed to break up with Andrew. Now I'm not sure. It's hard to imagine my life without him, like he's a huge part of it and I'm not sure if I'm willing to not have him in it.
I'm thinking I need to take some time and really think about things. I don't want to make any rash decisions and regret them later. Maybe I was just upset about leaving cause I had so much fun, maybe I think Florida would be better cause I was happy there. I just don't know anymore. I know right now I'm hurting because I feel torn between two loves and between two states. One offers me a ring and a forever, the other offers me fun and excitment with an unsure commitment. They say life throws you twists and turns well it definatly has and I'm trying to figure them out now.