Feb 20, 2006 12:25
well im gonna do a post i guess*
I swear i am settin myself up for diaster* its like i know its not gonna work out but ya know whatever*
I swear my life is one big diaster waiting to happen*
today i make my return home* from being with brad* ugh* id rather stay here* not cause i like brad or cause of what goes on here* but because im safer here*
I have had an interesting weekend but a very interestin morning* seems i have a be mean to me today sign on me* cause brads been mean since i got up this morning*
Im at a crossroads i want out of my house* i want a better much safer life but i know i can go to a friend but to be honest that would be a constant fight with Coy! and to be honest my heart cant take much more of that*
I dont know im gonna do shoutouts since im leaving and i have so much to be thankful for when it comes to my crew* (no particular order)
Brad you are so sweet not many guys are and you have been there for me thru alot and i must say thanks id be forever grateful to you for being a concerned friend lettin me stay at your house when me and dad get into it* I love you bud*
Alyssa* thanks so much for always giving me that confidence booster when i need* it I love you babe*
Jimmy* where would I be without you i mean some sisters are as lucky to have a brother stick up for them when it comes to parents* but i did get lucky*
Trista* I love you and i want to thank for sticking up for me when it comes to CoY* and my dad* if anyone knows first hand out of my group of friends how he is its you* you was there the night i hid at ur house* and then ur family prayed* id be safe and these last few weeks have been a real good thing* cause we have been gettin closer*
Dee* babe* im sorry we never hung out but given circumstances beyond my control it didnt happen* if you need me anytime today i know whats goign you call me at the house* or my cell* i love you and Ill be there if you need* me*
Im out homies*