fcked up
so once again i am in my room by myself wicked fcked up and i have nothing to do or nowhere to hang up plus no one to chill with.. it sucks and i thought that amy was going to come home but she isnt here and she isnt close so i assume that she isnt coming home anytime soon.. it sucks because i really wanted to go something tongiht and i ddnt really do much -- grayson called me and i chilled with him but i think the only reason he may have called me was because his friends wanted to chill with my friend curtis and he knew that i would have it..
but other than that i chilled in adams room all night because all my friends left me -- it was fun but his exgirlfriend doesnt like me because i am some new girl that use to hang out with adam and has been hanging out with him all the time and what not.. and i knew adam last year (we worked together so she kinda knows me) but i know that if i was in her position that i would feel the same way because she doesnt really know me.. but i told him tongiht that i dont know why she would feel weird because we are just friends and we wouldnt hook up - i knew that he had some idea in his mind that it was a possiblity even more now so i got a text from him a little while later that said "so why wouldnt anything ever happen between us? did you just decide this?".. what do you say to that lol -- i thoguht it was littler weird but he is becoming my friend so i told him that im not trying to hook up wiht my guy friends cause it fcks shit up.. which is legit
WHERE IS AMY?!!??!
ross may be coming downstairs.. its a little weird but i need a friend when i am wasted
good night cu love you --> amy i hate you :))
but other than that i chilled in adams room all night because all my friends left me -- it was fun but his exgirlfriend doesnt like me because i am some new girl that use to hang out with adam and has been hanging out with him all the time and what not.. and i knew adam last year (we worked together so she kinda knows me) but i know that if i was in her position that i would feel the same way because she doesnt really know me.. but i told him tongiht that i dont know why she would feel weird because we are just friends and we wouldnt hook up - i knew that he had some idea in his mind that it was a possiblity even more now so i got a text from him a little while later that said "so why wouldnt anything ever happen between us? did you just decide this?".. what do you say to that lol -- i thoguht it was littler weird but he is becoming my friend so i told him that im not trying to hook up wiht my guy friends cause it fcks shit up.. which is legit
WHERE IS AMY?!!??!
ross may be coming downstairs.. its a little weird but i need a friend when i am wasted
good night cu love you --> amy i hate you :))