Apr 20, 2004 18:49
How do we reignite our passion after immense loss or greif? (Love, Divorce, Death, Hurt, Emotional pain, Physical pain ect...) It's easy to give up and decide not to live to your full potential, and not to let others in. to have no trust or faith or be filled with love within.
I'm comming to understand that this isn't something we achieve or learn or even earn. The realization that the source of passion is inside leaves me knowing that it is within our own sphere of influence to recover, reclaim, and rekindle it. Crisis I believe can force us deep enough to find that the source in whatever we truly love. The deeper the channel that pain carves into our souls, the greater the capacity we have to allow the river of joy and love to run through us.
The losses in my life have been overwhelming and once upon a time my heart was cold and empty. for many years I've lived in one big downward spiral. The last month has been amazing, I've found trust, faith, peace and love. The channel that pain has carved in my soul has given me the ability to find all these things. the essence of my heart, mind, body and soul.
I never new such joy untill I found you.
I have enough of both every time that I am with you.
It stays while were apart because I know that I will see you.
When I become confused or lost you help me find my way.
and when saddness fills my heart, you are there to lean on.
You renew my faith. I wish everyone could feel this way and
and have peace of mind. Love, Joy, trust, faith, peace. Heart,
Mind, Body and Soul back to let me live.