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my eyes are sore from crying. and from holding back tears. Leah and Kati left this morning.
we left Anttii in a club in Taksim on thursday night. and erin is leaving tonight.
then a sunday with meri and linda, and then we leave. it's so hard.
i've been writing a lot, snuggling more, packed a little, just to get stuff out of the way, and we went out. danced. but really guys, when i get back, i'm a need a little space. i thought i couldn't wait to go home, but now i'm scared. and i haven't seen ilay in like 5 days-it's driving me crazy. i want to...but that's also not something i want to have to say goodbye to. maybe i won't have to just yet.
anyway, it's 12pm here, and i didn't get enough sleep. i might crash.
we left Anttii in a club in Taksim on thursday night. and erin is leaving tonight.
then a sunday with meri and linda, and then we leave. it's so hard.
i've been writing a lot, snuggling more, packed a little, just to get stuff out of the way, and we went out. danced. but really guys, when i get back, i'm a need a little space. i thought i couldn't wait to go home, but now i'm scared. and i haven't seen ilay in like 5 days-it's driving me crazy. i want to...but that's also not something i want to have to say goodbye to. maybe i won't have to just yet.
anyway, it's 12pm here, and i didn't get enough sleep. i might crash.