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it's getting kind of frustrating to go out and EVERY TIME a guy will hit one me...last night was no exception, and i guess why i got so frustrated was b/c i wasn't expecting it. i was the ONLY exchange student to go, everyone else wanted to stay home, so it was me and about 14 yeditepe students. which was fine. i figured a few would be nice and the rest stuck up jerks...and there were only about 5 girls...
of course, i met a lof ot people, mostly really nice guys, and had so much fun dancing with them. Mehmet was just a chill guy, but he kept giving me looks, or would follow me around the club. i dk. the whole night i felt obligated to be with him, even though he couldn't dance at all and i found this amazing dance partner who told me that i was amazing...cool man. he was so nice and funny, and i wasn't attracted to him. SCORE. you mean i can have REAL guy FRIENDS in turkey too? oh man, i hope so. But everytime I was with Mehmet, someone would high five him, giving me the impression that he kind of already claimed me...i dk. it's just different here. regardless, i had a kick ass time and made so many cool friends!
so the bus took us home and of course, no one wanted to leave. hmmm, i sat with the coolest motherfucker on the planet. he came up to me one day on campus a few weeks ago, when i was with Meri, and we were speaking japanese and turkish, and he was like "how do you know turkish?"...and our friendship has been going pretty kick ass since then. he told me he was going to teach me trkish, so now i call him "orgentman" which means teacher. all the way home i was say "orgentmen?", and he would say "what do you want to learn?"..."the word damn in turkish"...."hasti". he is bitchin. and likes heavy metal.
and Mehmet walked me home and asked if we could hang out soon...he got my e-mail and has already sent me two this morning... i've never had so many dates in my life...except they are like guarented awkard dates. i know i shouldn't say this...but i miss america in this regard.
of course, i met a lof ot people, mostly really nice guys, and had so much fun dancing with them. Mehmet was just a chill guy, but he kept giving me looks, or would follow me around the club. i dk. the whole night i felt obligated to be with him, even though he couldn't dance at all and i found this amazing dance partner who told me that i was amazing...cool man. he was so nice and funny, and i wasn't attracted to him. SCORE. you mean i can have REAL guy FRIENDS in turkey too? oh man, i hope so. But everytime I was with Mehmet, someone would high five him, giving me the impression that he kind of already claimed me...i dk. it's just different here. regardless, i had a kick ass time and made so many cool friends!
so the bus took us home and of course, no one wanted to leave. hmmm, i sat with the coolest motherfucker on the planet. he came up to me one day on campus a few weeks ago, when i was with Meri, and we were speaking japanese and turkish, and he was like "how do you know turkish?"...and our friendship has been going pretty kick ass since then. he told me he was going to teach me trkish, so now i call him "orgentman" which means teacher. all the way home i was say "orgentmen?", and he would say "what do you want to learn?"..."the word damn in turkish"...."hasti". he is bitchin. and likes heavy metal.
and Mehmet walked me home and asked if we could hang out soon...he got my e-mail and has already sent me two this morning... i've never had so many dates in my life...except they are like guarented awkard dates. i know i shouldn't say this...but i miss america in this regard.